I keep hoping — but the silence keeps growing

On missing my girl + what she taught me.

Jan 16, 2026

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October 2014. You and me. Me and you. Always. Forever.

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I keep hoping
Maybe this is just lost time
Maybe this is one of those bouts of long term psychosis — that living nightmare I used to weather and never could wake from

Yes, I keep hoping
Maybe this is a fugue state
A really long one
Maybe this is some dystopian reality of my tormented minds own makin…

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