I am almost too scared to share this

Finally coming out as me, once and for all

Oh, Vermont in the fall.

Hello Beautiful Human,

In many ways, I’m in absolute free fall. It makes complete sense, of course — breakdowns are breakthroughs, and I am finally awake — aware — and at home in this body of mine aside from when I have fugue states.

I wish I could say I have a plan to make myself less messy – less chaotic and less unpredictable. I…